Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Understanding Comics

I really enjoyed looking back at this book. I haven't read the entire thing but I love the bits and pieces I've read over time. Comics are really what inspired me to become an artist. Reading Garfield and peanuts really inspired me to do my own little comics. I would draw them all the time in middle school but that's a different story all together.

I don't want to write too much about the scans we read, I have read chapter two god-knows how many times. I never really looked at it through the aspect of design so it was a different experience reading it this time through.

I have to say Scott McCloud is a genius and has a vast knowledge in comics and an extreme talent in being able to explain the nature of comics and design with such clarity. This really has sparked some interest in making my comic again. The premise for the comic was suppose to be music and relationships. It's a little broad so maybe I'll go for it this week. We'll see.
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Saturday, October 11, 2008

American Movie


I saw the first half of this Movie in my film making class back in high school. Until it was mentioned in class earlier this week, I hadn't thought about it or even wondered what happens in the end. I first thought it was just funny movie about a guy who just struggled making a film, how hard is it really? I mean 'cmon, I was busting out movies once every week. But he did it with a 16mm, and actually cut the film to edit it. He was a film maker at heart and it wasn't until the other day that I realized that.

I started to see the American Dream peeping through this movie. He mentions on several occasions, that he's making the american movie. Doing what American do best, trying to pursue their dreams, their happiness.

The film maker, Mark, goes through many obstacles and with relentless effort and vigor, is able to complete his movie. He looks like the happiest and proudest man alive when he's at his screening. Throughout most of the movie, he did just seem like one of those people who pursue their dream despite the failures and despite the lack optimism, they just continue. Because they believe in it so much, that they can get a hard break, they keep doing it. And Mark continues, set on living the good life and making movies, his spirit is not crushed.

In the end of the movie he talks about the 'American Dream' with his Uncled, aged. When asked what the old man's american dream was, he listlessly replied saying that he has no dreams. Mark get into a fit and rants about older people talking about the American dream, saying 'Ill be god damned if I don't get the American Dream' showing his determination to get what he wants. The old man eventauly admits that his only dream now is to contniue living, and to stick around a littl while longer.

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Tocqueville: Democracy in America


I just started reading 'Democracy in America' today. It's a some-what famous book by a french philosopher/political scientist who records his observation on how democracy is taking root in the new world.

His writing is mentioned much in readings about the American Dream. When he visits America for the first time, I think he starts to see the foundation of the dream, almost the origin, people thinking they can work hard and make it big and become wealthy. Tocqueville does not have such a optimistic view on it, but it makes for great reading. The problem is that it's 700 pages+

I should have gotten the abridged version...

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

BIGGER STRONGER FASTER


I watched the documentary, 'Bigger Faster Stronger' and what I found somewhat surprising was its link to the American Dream. The film talks about steroids and how it's affected this nation, along with the narrators/directors family.

The documentary goes really in-depth on the subject, with interviews from both sides of the spectrum. The documentary did seem to learn towards those who were pro-steroids although the narrator is against it, and even considers it cheating. There have been a lot of claims of side-effects associated with steroids but it's not a leading cause of death. It's listed, in the movie, as the 140th(ish) cause of deaths in America.

The documentary also focused on athletes, especially those of the MLB(major league baseball) as well as actors such as Schwarzenegger, Stallone and Hulk Hogan. These American 'heroes' whom many look up to, set examples of what it's like to have a desirable body and what it means to be a man: muscle. Many people, especially children, are influenced by this and of course will do what it takes to be more like them.

In the film, the narrator tells the story about his brother and how much he wanted to be a wrestler, so he worked out of course. But eventually he started taking steroids to ensure that he would make it to the top. He never quite makes it but still believes that if he works hard, and continues taking steroids, he can achieve his dream. The wrestling federation tells him he's too old yet he's so disillusioned he'll do whatever it takes, he even moves to California because he believes he'll be more successful there with his non-existing wrestling career.

He often reminds me of Willy Loman of 'Death of a Salesman.' He's had this dream since he was young and has held on to it, clung to it, never letting go that it just consumes them. They believe in the American Dream so much, that they become fooled by it. It becomes the cause of their dismay and the more the hold on to it, the farther away it seems to be.

The connection with the American dream was very interesting because, as you can tell, it was not so positive. It was another take on how American living, the American dream, and needing to be the best destroys people. Th expectations of being something great is way too high in this society. People become desperate and do all kinds of things to achieve their dreams, whether it be steroids, cheating, drug-trafficking, bulimia, stealing, etc.


Some of the last words in the move really stuck with me: 'because today in American there seems to be a clash of doing the right thing, and being the best. Steroids are just a side effect of being an American.'

I really enjoyed this documentary, it really gives a different perspective on anabolic steroid use. It may even change our view on it, I know, for sure, that it's changed mine.


The Narrator, on both sides

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Recent Work






Recent Video

Me and my friend made a video quite a while ago but I finally finished editing. I put it off for too long but here it is:


Experimenting

A I was studying and doing some research on the dream. This imaged popped into my mind, of people thinking of, or dreaming of their greatest desires. It made me think of what stood out most in their mind when it came to their american dream(s). I started doing some rough sketches and I really liked when I came up with. I'd love to see these turned into vinyls, more to come hopefully.